# mind it ! :p

If you know me, just about even a little bit, you'd know that I think wayyyyy too much, and cause myself grey hair and wrinkles.

My mind tends to have a mind of its own. 

I mean I may see a straight line, but I will sit wondering :

what if that straight line had an accident and became a curved line instead, 

what if the straight line breaks in two and then is not happy with the length it is.

what if the two pieces aren't the same length then would one be jealous of the other? or would the smaller piece feel bad and go into depression? 

would the straight line manage to find another perfectly straight line or would all other straight lines be just a little bit curved for him?

So you see how my mind tends to take on a tangent of its own. Its like it does just how it pleases. I go 'so mind i have been thinking lets not sit around all day and do nothing' and my mind responds something to this effect " sonali, bro have you thought about how short you are? ever? i mean like have you seen how that girl was so tall and thin! oh-my-god".

how my mind can be so dramatic sometimes :/

And then people blame me for over thinking. Its all this mind's fault really, if you look at it from my point of view. This, this particular angle that i look at it from, you'll see then how I get cornered into thinking such thought.

You now get it don't you? Its like my mind just defy's anything i say :/ its one unruly thing who should be spanked and asked to go sit in a corner till he can actually process what i am trying to tell him.

As Mark Twain said: “I’ve been through some terrible things in my life, some of which actually happened.”

# This is so my life story.

How embarrassing I can be !! :D

 #1) hahahahaha

#2) i sit for hours and edit my profile pictures. :/ just when i thought oh wow i create such awesome prints using photoshop maybe just maybe ill be able to earn a living. But alas, i just sit and use it to edit my own pictures.
You do it too, i know. so don't look at me like that :p

#3) I have become this stupid person where all i do is assume that every possible illness in the book is happening to me :/ i read about an illness and magically i have all its symptoms! its freaky!

#4) I tried learning french online. I actually used to sit and practice speaking it out loud to my computer screen. with words like bonjour and au revoir which i pronounce like ov uvar! hahaha but it sounds cute nonetheless.
try saying it that way. It sounds like some telugu tamil word, the way i pronounce it, the french will faint!

#5) I watch a million food channels, from Come dine with me to masterchef australia! That does not make me learn how to cook, however much my family would like me to, It just makes me hungrier seeing all the yummy foood!

#6) In my head, I think i'm damn fly yo, risky-skinny-dipping-cool types. But i think in reality i'm just old, and lazy and lazy. Okay maybe not old, just lazy.Lazy.LAZY!

#7) I go to my fridge oh-so-many-times in the day and i come bak with nothing.Absolutely nothing. My maids think i am retarded, all i do when i have a holiday is go to the kitchen, open the door to the fridge, have a look inside, shut it, and get back to my room. Its like i assume, the more number of times i look into my fridge, the probability of a large chocolate rum cake appearing there is stronger. :/

#8) I take my cell phone to the loo with me. :/

#9) I phase out when people are talking to me. Its very embarrassing when that happens. I do not do it intentionally, it just happens. So guys out there, if ever you are confessing your love for me, to me, just make sure i am listening to it all ! I tend to faze out and get self absorbed.

#10) I have used spell check for so many spellings in this post. I should just bury my head in sand :/

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In change lies everything..

Change.

I have been sitting on my bed for the past half hour, writing sentences and erasing all of them, washing them off and creating a blank space to pen down my thoughts on.

I have been trying to write about Change. And funny enough, this half hour, even though I have sat in exactly the same position, a number of things have changed around me.

The music tracks keep changing, they don't stop and wait for me to gather my thoughts, the sounds from my house keep getting quieter, the lights outside my window one by one say goodnight.

I wish someone would have told me, the more you fight change, the more it will get to you. Well, not like Change has a personal interest in your life. But thats just how life works. Its this law of the universe, that things have to change, relations will change, there is absolutely no point crying over someone who is not the same anymore, and how someone does not let you borrow their stationery anymore.

The first ever letter I wrote to my baby brother, was about change and how if relations change it isn't anyones fault. Its all a part of growing up. This is a small part of what I had written to him and I am going to share the same with you guys :

"It is in all of us

to defy expectations

to go into the world and be brave

and to want, to need, to hunger for

adventure.

to embrace change and chance and risk 

so that we may breathe

and know what it is to be 

free."-anonymous

Things will be tough, more than u thought it would be,

But the key to it is, accept change :)

Accept change.

Accept change.

Im repeating it, because the biggest difficulty any individual in life faces, is to accept that things change.

People change, relationships change, and just like the weather you and i change too.

And thats the beauty of life, that everything and nothing is the same."

Things that Change has taught me :

# Don't be so stern in life. give Life a chance and cut it some slack at times.It isn't always going to change to please you. 

# You will grow. Change. You will get older and maybe fatter. But relax a bit! You will change again, probably become thinner and more fabulous.

# Have patience. If things have changed for the worse right now, wait. Stand in the sidelines, because it will change back to sunshine again.

# Don't wait to lick the ice-cream, it will change into liquid form! just eat it as soon as you get your hands on it

# Cherish the people you have right now. However far away they may be from you, cherish them.

Life goes on, it changes, evolves,

and just like the weather you and i change too. :)

                                                                 Source : everythingsright.com

I dont think this is my best post, but I have written this because We more often than not, forget this simple feeling of change, and get caught up in situations, where if told "relax, you will get over it, times will change" brings a smile on people's faces, and a hope that usually sits shut until woken.

If you have any stories, that changed you, feel free to comment and share :)