Have you ever had a feeling so intense, feeling-good-goosebumps type, that even though its just in your mind, it feels real?
Who said that you can't literally feel whats going on in your mind?
I can. I have.
Everytime I go onto pinterest(my latest obsession) I feel a sense of happiness.
A sense of longing to someplace, a sense of spreading my wings and flying away into one of the oh-so-serene images and starting my life there.
Of setting up a house, and doing it up with white walls,
Of wooden floors,
Of not just a handful but a heart-full of cushions and pillows of all sizes, small and big, yellow and pink, of earthy tones to blue blues.
Of small little antique kettles gurgling with water,
Of me in my specs and hair all tasseled down upon my shoulders,
Floating around with a mug of coffee,
Of staring out into the vast emptiness that
envelopes me in a sense of wanting to be part of the birds and bees,
Of all the oceans and seas, splashing against the shores and reminding us that they are alive and living life with such joy that its breathtakingly inspirational.
This feeling fills up my heart with such warmth,
that i get all gummy-bear-soft inside,
And all i want to do is breathe this feeling into someone else,
So that we could blanket our minds in perfect symphony and know that neither of us is on our own. We have each other.
I've felt happiness. People go around looking for it. Im lucky, i feel it every time i plug in my earphones with 'your hand in mine-explosions in the sky', and pinterest the things i love.
I feel elated and feather light.
I think that is what you call happiness.
:)
I felt ethereally happy as I was peeing after a good beer and my first ever joint..Yes, that's my pic snapped by a friend who seemed to be sloshed right out of his mind, just like I was..Yeah yeah, pinterest is a bloody brilliant thing..and I'm trying to pin all wonderful things in my sojourn through this..thingy. And I've also learnt to knock on girls' rooms, even if it is a close, dear friend of mine at 3.30 p.m on a Saturday, who's jacking off happily. Now why am I even talking about that remarkable pin?! :)
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